Well, yesterday was christmas! It went alright aside from the fact that my love (my one and only) wasn't with me. Things can't be helped though. Work, school, business - everything seems to keep us apart and it seems like there is little we can do to keep from being apart. These are hard times in the way of love especially when you see two people together for the holiday. So much is taken for granted in relationships where the two people are able to see eachother everyday. I miss the little things: Talking with him, Being able to hug him and snuggle him. It's all so difficult but I try to think positive during these hard times. Things are so difficult.